Half-Chicken ♥

SHINee Girlfriend Trivia ♥

2011-03-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

When you ask them to entertain you because you’re bored,

♥ Onew - Says he’ll go shopping with you
♥ Jonghyun - Brings his mp3 over, listens to it with you and falls asleep while listening
♥ Kibum - Tickles you and plays with you
♥ Minho - Silently brings two Nintendo DS and plays with you
♥ Taemin - Says he’ll take you to a PC room or an arcade

When you suddenly talk in a nasal voice,

♥ Onew - Surprised, so he just stares and smiles
♥ Jonghyun - Stares for a while, and then grins all of a sudden
♥ Kibum - Imitates you and laughs
♥ Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma and just smiles at you
♥ Taemin - Says “Hehe.. Nuna you’re funny…” and laughs

When you say you’re exhausted,

♥ Onew - Asks you if you’re okay and pats your back
♥ Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you’re exhausted
♥ Kibum - Asks what happened
♥ Minho - Holds you
♥ Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tight

When you’re with him at a swimming pool in a bikini and guys stare at you,

♥ Onew - Puts a towel over you silently
♥ Jonghyun - Curses everyone out silently
♥ Kibum - Starts scolding you, “What were you thinking?!”
♥ Minho - Scares everyone with his flaming charisma so no one can stare.
♥ Taemin - Says “Nuna, I don’t like sexy women!" and makes you change out of it.

It's the final week,you’ve studied at school until really late and call him to take you home,

♥ Onew - Asks you where you are, runs over as fast as he can and brings hot cocoa with him
♥ Jonghyun - Tells you that he’s too tired and it’s too much work, so you’re walking home alone upset, but suddenly appears and wraps his arm around you to surprise you
♥ Kibum - Says “Since when do you study?” but also says “Don’t go anywhere”
♥ Minho - Before you call him, he calls you to ask if you want to get picked up
♥ Taemin - Comes over in his mom’s car to give you a ride

When you say, “Let’s break up”,

♥ Onew - Says nothing except “Good bye” and then when you turn your back smiles sadly and cries
♥ Jonghyun - Says “Let me hold you for the last time” and then lets you go, but cries his eyes out when you’re gone
♥ Kibum - Suddenly stops joking around and asks you if you’re joking and says he won’t let you go
♥ Minho - Stares at you, and when you turn around takes your arm and tells you not to go
♥ Taemin - Whines, asks why and says no like a child

After you’ve broken up,

♥ Onew - Makes sure you don’t know, but visits the front of your house and stares at your window
♥ Jonghyun - Calls you when he’s drunk and cries his heart out
♥ Kibum - Texts you things like “You really aren’t going to see me?” “I miss you” “I can’t let you go”
♥ Minho - Calls anonymously and hangs up after he hears your voice
♥ Taemin - Cries because he doesn’t know what to do after the first person that he fell in love with dumped him

When you’re in pain in because of really high heels,

♥ Onew - Suddenly takes you to a bench, sits you down and gives you a foot massage
♥ Jonghyun - Goes into a store, buys a pair of cheap slippers for himself and gives you his sneakers
♥ Kibum - Nags you about it, suddenly gives you a piggy back ride, but doesn’t stop nagging
♥ Minho - Stares at you for a while with his flaming charisma, then kneels down and tells you “Get on”
♥ Taemin - Doesn’t know what to do because you’re hurting

Cr: SHINee's Shawols

Heenim ah~ Kekeke.

2010-12-08T18:26:00.001+08:00

I'm Missing You, Missing You

2010-11-27T12:28:00.006+08:00

I didn't miss you. I missed the person I thought you were.

I'm as though in the sea, swimming, searching, shouting frantically for you, but you are just nowhere to be seen.
The further I swim, the more strength I lose.
The harsh waves will continue slapping on my face, and eventually, I will drown, before finding you.

The moment I close my eyes I only think of you.
The unnatural you.
I don't like it.
I want to stop.
However much I try to convince myself,
It's all a hopeless effort because my mind won't listen.

I will hold on to you, and I won't let go.
Don't you dare let go of your true self.
You are original;
You are irreplaceable.
Question yourself if you are true to yourself.
If you are not, learn and start to be true again.

My heart will always leave a room for you, always. (:

The heart you trampled on is still beating towards you. Believe me.

For Priscilla ^^,

2010-11-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

It's the Pepero game! Teehee.

Love Love Love

2010-11-18T12:36:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through some pictures and I found something so familiar.
Mmhmmm, if you watched the last Personal Taste episode on Channel U, you would have realised Jin Ho kiss Kae In's neck yeah?
I happen to come across the meanings of kisses on different areas, etc. :

Kiss on the lips = I love you
Kiss on the ear - You are special
Kiss on the nose = Laughter
Kiss on the cheek = Friendship
Kiss on the forehead = I comfort you
Kiss on the neck = I want you
Kiss on the shoulder = You are wonderful
Kiss anywhere else = Be careful (Haha XD)
Play around with the hair = Can't live without you
Holding hands = Happiness
Arms around waist = You are mine, I need you
A hug = Care
Nibble (?) on the ear = Start warming up
Smiling at each other = I like you
Lifting up eyebrows/ Wink = Flirtation
Looking around = Hiding true feelings
Tender kiss on the side of lips = You're mine
Wetting your lips = Waiting for a kiss
A tear drop = I'm losing you
Crying = I lost you

^^

Pretty pretty! ^^

2010-11-17T14:46:00.000+08:00

Guess who!
ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ.

Sucker.

2010-11-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

Do you really not know that I dislike you?
A lot? A Lot? A LOT!!!
Every time you want to be on closer terms with me, I want to bang my head on the nearest wall and let myself bleed to death.
Your friendliness is killing me.
I can't help but to be rude and heart-wrenching to you.
I really can't help it.
I guess you never notice this kind of stuff.
You are just friendly to anyone and everyone.
Anyways, you couldn't find a reason to be angry at me, and yet you are angry.
Yes, you've succeeded in making me feel guilty. Congratulations. Happy now?
I should just disappear from this surface of Earth so that I won't ever see you again.
Your face irritates me. TOTALLY.
I can't imagine what will happen after you become the _ _.
I can't, and I don't want to.
It's gonna hurt me a lot, a lot, a lot.
I'm sorry I cant accept you.
You're nice and everything, but you're too unpredictable.
Sometimes, you act like you are younger than me, when obviously a 3-year-old can tell that you're NOT, and you know what, YOU ARE AWFULLY DISGUSTING!
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PUKE!
*rolls eyes*
Please, just go away.
Stay as far as you can, away from me.
I don't know how nastier I will get.
Go away.

Yuri! ^^

2010-11-14T14:14:00.003+08:00

I used to think that Jessica was the beautiful one, then it was Yoona.
But I've made up my mind, and she's none other than YURI!!!
She's gorgeous!
:D :D :D

I HATE MYSELF.

2010-11-13T18:44:00.003+08:00

我好恨，好恨我自己。
我好希望我根本就不活在这世界上。
这么多人因我而受伤害。
是时候我该停止这一切了。
不，我不会再让多一人心碎了。
放心吧。
（：

Edit/:
As I took each child-like step along the corridor, the ticklish smell of paint would come running towards my nose, making me want to sneeze any moment. Even though the walls were already painted at least 3 days ago, the smell of paint still lingers around the whole house, refusing, unwilling to go. Maybe that was why I didn't see many mosquitoes lately. I don't know. I really don't know.

It was only today then I've realised that I have always been so negative since Secondary school life. Every thought, action, word of mine was so hurting, pricking, and unpleasant. Honestly, if a situation arises out of nowhere, the first thought that comes to my mind would be so colourless. I would say that 60%, no, 70% of my thoughts were unenthusiastic. It happens so frequent that it melted into my daily life, forming a habit. I also believe it was why I was able to form many antagonistic words. Perhaps.

Being negative was already bad enough, what's worse is my senselessness. I would just blurt out whatever is on my mind, without thinking, even for 5 whole seconds. Same goes for my actions. Yes, I'm sure that was why I made so many innocent people heartbroken. Many a times I would sit myself down and reflect on me, myself, I, but they don't seem to work. I didn't seem to make any improvements, still like before, standing on the same point on the ground. It is why I prefer to be by myself, or to put it simply, isolate myself, so that I will not inflict pain on anyone else anymore. Little did I realise that I was still hurting my friends who cared about me. See, I am still so senseless after all. Sigh.

Negative + Senselessness = Disaster

Looking at those fresh coats of paint, they didn't make me feel refreshed, and instead, lonely. A wave of loneliness would sweep over me whenever I gaze at them. Sigh. It must my retribution. I am sure.

I'm sorry for all I have done. I'm sincerely sorry. Please forgive me.

Kpop Fangirl Definition

2010-11-12T21:23:00.001+08:00

A Kpop fangirl definition:

"Sorry, I'm taken."
I'm actually single but my heart is taken by a Korean male celebrity.

:D :D :D :D :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINARI !

2010-11-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

HEHEHE.

2010-11-09T21:46:00.001+08:00

Horror Movie.

2010-11-08T18:40:00.001+08:00

Half-Chicken, have confidence and you'll make it! Fighting! ^^

2010-11-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly! :D

To me, you are perfect too!

2010-10-29T15:07:00.003+08:00

FOREVER FT ISLAND ♥

2010-10-28T19:38:00.005+08:00

BANANA SPLIT .

2010-10-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

SNSD'S 3D Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) released!

2010-10-24T13:56:00.005+08:00

Samsung Electronics and SM Enterainment released a third music video of SNSD's Tell Me Your Wish (Genie). This time, it's in 3D! The music video focussed on group dancing and of course, the special effects. Go grab your 3D glasses and watch these gorgeous girls!

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcwQcelUYAc&feature=player_embedded

Credits: hellokpop

Lee Hong Ki nearly didn't become a part of FT Island!

2010-10-24T13:45:00.005+08:00

On a recent recording of Beatles Code, FT Island member Lee Hong Ki revealed a surprising fact.

He shared, "When I auditioned to become part of FT Island, the officials told me I was to not participate because of my below 180cm height. Then one year later, one of them asked me if I wanted to become part of the group, and that's how I'm part of FT Island."

He jealously continued, "Our junior (hoobae) group, CN Blue's members are taller than us," causing laughter among the cast.

Credits: hellokpop

NO MORE COMP.

2010-10-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I've decided to stop using my comp till EOYs are over.
Starting now.
BYEE.

러브레터 / Love Letter

2010-09-25T18:10:00.003+08:00

01. Love Letter

잘 지내고 있나요 아프지는 않나요
jal jinaego innayo apeujineun annnayo
내가 없는 그대가 난 걱정이 되죠
naega eomneun geudaega nan geokjeongi doejyo
바쁘더라도 잘 챙겨 먹고 추울 땐 잘 챙겨 입고
bappeudeorado jal chaenggyeo meokgo chuul ttaen jal chaenggyeo ipgo
울지 말고 씩씩하게 살길 바래요
ulji malgo ssikssikhage salgil baraeyo

RAP)
2009년 어느 날 문득 네 생각에 펜을 들어
2009nyeon eoneu nal mundeuk ne saenggage peneul deureo
밤길이 무서울 땐 누구한테 전활 거는지
bamgiri museoul ttaen nuguhante jeonhwal geoneunji
보낼 수 없는 편지를 써 혼자서 밥은 잘 먹는지
bonael su eomneun pyeonjireul sseo honjaseo babeun jal meongneunji
오늘도 나는 걱정이 돼 보낼 수 없는 편지를 써
oneuldo naneun geokjeongi dwae bonael su eomneun pyeonjireul sseo
I care about you I think about you
(나는 당신에 대하여 생각하고 난 당신에 대하여 조심한다)
(naneun dangsine daehayeo saenggakhago nan dangsine daehayeo josimhanda)
이러면 안 되는 걸 알면서도
ireomyeon an doeneun geol almyeonseodo
오늘도 너만 생각하고 있어 하루 종일 네 걱정만 하고 있어
oneuldo neoman saenggakhago isseo haru jongil ne geokjeongman hago isseo
너에게 닿을 수 없는 내 마음을 써
neoege daheul su eomneun nae maeumeul sseo

내가 너무 걱정이 많죠 얘기가 너무 길어졌죠
naega neomu geokjeongi manchyo yaegiga neomu gireojyeotjyo
버릇처럼 잔소리만 하네요
beoreutcheoreom jansoriman haneyo
눈물이 많은 그대 모습이 내 눈에 아른거려서
nunmuri manheun geudae moseubi nae nune areungeoryeoseo
오늘도 하루가 쉽지 않죠
oneuldo haruga swipji anchyo

잘 지내고 있나요 아프지는 않나요

jal jinaego innayo apeujineun annnayo

내가 없는 그대가 난 걱정이 되죠

naega eomneun geudaega nan geokjeongi doejyo

바쁘더라도 잘 챙겨 먹고 추울 땐 잘 챙겨 입고

bappeudeorado jal chaenggyeo meokgo chuul ttaen jal chaenggyeo ipgo

울지 말고 씩씩하게 살길 바래요

ulji malgo ssikssikhage salgil baraeyo

RAP)
왜 그땐 너란 사람의 소중함을 난 몰랐을까
wae geuttaen neoran saramui sojunghameul nan mollasseulkka
사랑이 다가올 땐 무디더니 떠나고 나니 왜 또 찾는 걸까
sarangi dagaol ttaen mudideoni tteonago nani wae tto chatneun geolkka
oh 옆에 있을 때는 몰랐어 어리석은 남자라서
oh yeope isseul ttaeneun mollasseo eoriseogeun namjaraseo
바보 같은 남자라서 떠나고 나니 알게 되더라
babo gateun namjaraseo tteonago nani alge doedeora

내가 너무 힘들게 아프게 했죠 정말 미안했어요
naega neomu himdeulge apeuge haetjyo jeongmal mianhaesseoyo
이제 그대를 보내줄게요
ije geudaereul bonaejulgeyo

좋은 사람 만나요 행복하길 바래요
joheun saram mannayo haengbokhagil baraeyo
내가 아는 그대는 잘 할거라 믿죠
naega aneun geudaeneun jal halgeora mitjyo
항상 웃던 그대 사진에 내 눈물 묻히기 싫어
hangsang utdeon geudae sajine nae nunmul muchigi sirheo
오늘도 난 그래도 난 웃기만 하죠
oneuldo nan geuraedo nan utgiman hajyo

Credits to moonlightunes.wordpress.com

♥

2010-09-25T14:21:00.005+08:00

FTISLAND 사랑해 !

Edited/:
Haha, managed to finish most of the homework within 4 hours! :D

CROSS & CHANGE

2010-09-19T10:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA

2010-09-19T10:13:00.001+08:00

相反的我。

2010-09-01T08:43:00.000+08:00

我想要一个乱了数字的时钟

我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我

我有双不听任何命令的耳朵

去享受快乐加上自由的我

我要变成一颗透明的石头

我不会动也不会痛

heehee.

2010-08-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

Is it really okay?

2010-08-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

"On this day, God wants me to know that all is well. All is going according to plan. Trust that there is a bigger picture. Trust that life is unfolding as it should."

Oh really?
Life seems meaningless.
Studies took a more and more important place in my life, but it's suffocating me.
It's strangling me.
I feel like letting go of the rope which i've been biting my teeth and holding onto it for the past 7 months.
Should i give up?
Is life really unfolding the way it should?
Is all really well?
I don't feel so.

Melancholic.

2010-08-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

In sooth I know not why I am so sad.
It wearies me; you say it wearies you -
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it,
What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born,
I am to learn;
And such a want-wit sadness makes of me
That I have much ado to know myself.

SMILE! (:

2010-08-12T16:41:00.004+08:00

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

2010-08-11T17:42:00.000+08:00

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
Ohoh ohoh ohoh
Oooh...

[Credits to www.lyricsmania.com]

T.T (Hongki)

2010-08-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Updates.

2010-08-07T11:46:00.003+08:00

Thursday, 05/08

1. Got back my HCL paper!
YAY!

66.5/100 (B3)

Woohoo!

I was actually very pessimistic about my results, but it turned out otherwise, far from what i expected.

So, it's great, huh.

倪老师also said I made improvements!

Personally, i think i still need to work on my comprehension open-ended and summary.

As the saying goes, "Practice makes perfect!"

2. During math lesson, Mr Soh discussing with us about the math paper we had the day before.

He was saying how he would keep vomiting blood while marking paper, and blahs.

Finally, he came to the hexagon question i was the most worried about.

And *drum rolls*

I got it correct!

Oleh Oleh Oleh Oleh! Oleh! Oleh!

Phew.

The rock pressing on my heart has finally rolled off. :D

But my graph sucked.

Oh well.

God will be there.

Yesterday, 06/08
Band's performance was not bad. :D
At least i didn't screw up all my parts, except the running notes where i don't think i helped Tuna at all.
Sorry.
Congrats to the 4 leaders! :D
(And why am i made the assistant for Welfare? :O I can't solve the puzzle.)
Both my left and right ankles are injured, due to band boots.
D:
It hurts a lot when i bathe.
CHEESE FRIES.
D:

Off to do homework! Byee.

IF,

2010-08-05T15:31:00.001+08:00

they wasn't upset with each other, she wouldn't have sat there and got hit right in the face.
OK, i mean left cheek.
I seriously think there's a problem with me because i don't feel angry or sympathetic for her anymore.
Apparently, i should not be saying this but, oh well.
It's all predestined, isn't it?
God saw it all.

TEMPORARILY UPSET

2010-08-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

Daily horoscope says:

Even if you're caught up in an uncomfortable situation, your flexibility, and ability to see an upset as being temporary will win you the day today, Capricorn. The big change happening in your life right now is likely to be about commitment, or the alignment that exists between you and other people. It's possible that your ideas and thoughts have gone their separate ways, and what you had in common has transformed into something different. It's almost as if you've outgrown a facet of your experience and your best interests will be served by your taking a different path in life than that of your friends.

I nearly burst into tears when i didn't finish my Math Common test.
I think i lost 15 marks.
I know, it's not EOY, but every single test counts into my results.
And unfortunately, i messed up my Common test.
_|_
Daily horoscope is true, as i'm caught up in an uncomfortable situation today,
And yeah, i have the ability to see an upset as being temporary. (:
Trust me, i will be fine in one hour's time.
:D

TAKOYAKI, HERE I COME! :D

Flu. ): Again.

2010-08-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

I guess that is what they called: GIFTED.

Heehee, i dl-ed quite a number of Onew's pictures.
I sort of found him cute.
:P
HAHAHAHA.
It's freaking cold now. I got flu too. ):
ACHOOO!
*Takes tissue*
I nearly got drenched when i went downstairs with my bro.
While walking under those pasar malam plastic-kind shelters, a strong wind brew and the rainwater collected on them spilled down.
Nearly onto me.
Phew.
That's what they call: LUCKY! :D
Oh yeah! :D
Gtg do homework. Byee!
:D

[Edited./]
It dawned on me today that there's always a limit to one's tolerance.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

2010-07-29T19:00:00.004+08:00

O.O

2010-07-29T18:57:00.003+08:00

o.o

JIGGLYPUFF

2010-07-28T19:42:00.002+08:00

SALT

2010-07-28T19:33:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch it! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILIANG & MR SOH!

2010-07-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

To: LWL
Haha, you have grown older, again.
May your wisdom and maturity grow with you!
-HUIQINN :D

To: Mr Soh
I will do you proud in Math! :D
Wishing you and your family happiness, togetherness and healthiness.
-HUIQINN :D

DECODE - PARAMORE

2010-07-26T16:12:00.002+08:00

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We gotta make such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We gotta make such fools
Of ourselves.

Yeah.Yeah.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

ONE WAY! JESUS!

2010-07-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

Today's NDP rehearsal was AWESOME!

We loved the praise from Miss Wong!

Thanks, Miss Wong! :D

Run Devil Run SNSD

2010-07-18T10:02:00.001+08:00

Album Cover:

Hyo Yeon

Jessica

Seo Hyun

Soo Young

Sunny

Tae Yeon

Tiffany

Yoon A

Yuri

#492 Shaymin [Land forme]

2010-07-17T12:46:00.004+08:00

FT Island - I Hope

2010-07-17T12:36:00.002+08:00

Fall For You

2010-07-14T20:14:00.004+08:00

HONGKI :D

2010-07-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

BELLA SWAN

2010-07-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

Let's praise the lord for every little thing. (:

2010-07-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

A preacher was walking along the walkway, when a pigeon flew by a piece of pigeon shit landed on his head. The man looked up to heaven and prayed, "Praise the Lord elephants don't fly."

It was expected, isn't it?

2010-07-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

SILVER. :D

FEVER):

2010-07-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

$0.15 (:

2010-07-05T12:58:00.002+08:00

Helloo, I just went to check my nuffnang and realised i earned $0.15!
Woohoo!
I mean, my waiting for 2 weeks have finally paid off!
(Even though the earnings are peanuts..)
:D :D :D
Thank god, that my efforts didn't went down the drain!
:D
Anyway, pls continue to visit my blog!
I really need the money! :O
I'll treat those who visited to something! :D
heehee. :D

Airplanes! ZOOM!

2010-07-04T11:48:00.003+08:00

Helloo.

See, there's a song called [Airplanes] by B.o.B feat Hayley Williams, and i must admit, it's awesome. :D

The song goes like this:

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now,

Wish right now, wish right now

...

However,

the thing is, airplanes can't be shooting stars,

because if they were, they would be landing,

or rather, CRASHING onto Earth with extremely high speeds,

which would definitely result in buildings being crashed, homes being destroyed.

IF they were to land on Singapore, we would all die. D:

[NOOO! I don't wat to die yet!]

By the way, on last Friday, there were about 6 airplanes flying past GMSS.

[geez, i seriously counted.]

If they became shooting stars, and started landing on us out of the blue,

I would have die 6 times.

Unless i'm a cat and have 9 lives, I wouldn't have survived.

Well, of course, the above scenario I described is highly impossible,

mainly because airplanes can't fly to outer space due to high air pressure.

So, let's heave a sigh of relief. :D

+++++++++++++
Heehee,

Germany vs. Argentina

4 : 0

Yay! ^^

I'm now casting my hopes on Germany, instead of Brazil, cos they CMI to the Semi-Finals.. D:

Breaking Dawn(:

2010-07-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Aunt!

2010-06-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to you!

Hey Aunt,

I don't know if you'll read my post but I'll like to take this chance to thank you for being my aunt.

Firstly, you can be said as one of the VIPs in my childhood, because you were the one who always arranged outings to awesome places, not only for me, but for the big family we are in. These outings may seem easy to arrange, but I know you took time and efforts to do so, and they gave happiness in my childhood life. For that, I sincerely thank you for it. (Thanks for all the photographs you've taken too!)

Secondly, I want to thank you for your big-heartiness and generosity, because I remember troubling you whenever there was an computer-needed assignment, but you didn't mind a teeny bit, and even welcomed me. Not only that, this laptop i'm using now is also part of your efforts, but it's a loooong story. Anyway, for that, I thank you once again.

Thirdly, from young, you've taught me to lend a helping hand to those in need. I remember when I was younger, whenever there's big kor kors and jie jies going around, holding tin cans in their hands, with stickers stuck around the edge of the tin cans, you would thrust a few cents in my little palm and encourage me to go forward and donate the money. [I was actually yearning for stickers.. :P ] Nevertheless, it sort of grew into a habit and I don't hide at the sight of students doing their duties on flag days, unlike some adults. Whether is it 5 cents or 10 cents, it's thought that counts, and there will always be a sense of satisfaction after donating. Maybe it was also why i wrote CIP GeMs as one of my choices for the class roles list. Yeah, I thank you once again.

[There are actually a whole lot more things to be thankful of but I can't remember.. ): ]

Although we don't spend as many time as we did in the past, your stand in my heart will never be shaken, nor replaced. I love you, Aunt. :D

A Mad Brazil+Japan fan here:

2010-06-26T17:05:00.006+08:00

Brazil, I choose you!
Go, Japan!
:D :D :D
I keep forgetting when are the matches, but still, I pray that Brazil and Japan will get into the final four!
Do me proud!

Hello.

Yeap, I changed my blogskin.

Not bad, huh.

Hee hee, today is didi's birthday, he went down to the cake shop with my maid, because my aunt remembers his birthday and offers to buy him a birthday cake.

But no one remembers mine.

*Sob sob*

Wonder what he chose..

Never mind, let's sing the birthday song!

Happy birthday to you!

Anyway, my youngest didi now emo-ing. o.o

Haha, seems like he got a mood swing.

[Kay, I have no idea why i'm gloating right here when he's emo-ing and i'm like supposed to cheer him up or something.]

Tried talking to him and show him a banana icon I downloaded, but he showed no interest.

Oh well, he will regain his noisiness.

Meanwhile, let me enjoy this wonderful peace.

Yes, I have done my homework and packed my bag, currently waiting for school to reopen!

:D Looking very forward to it! :D

By the way, I was watching a part of a channel 8 serial show and i realized it was filmed somewhere near my house! :O

Told my mum and she went shouting the news to my dad. o.o

The particular scene was actually a break-up scene, where the main actor tries to get back with his girlfriend who literally dumped him. He made a bottle of hearts but she pushed the bottle away from his hands and it fell to ground, in a million broken pieces.

Don't cry hor!

Okays, i'm waiting for 7.45pm for the moon-thingy-I-dunno-what-it-is-called.

Bye.

Snip, snip, SNAP!

2010-06-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

I went to cut my hair at the hairdresser's ! :O

I finished all my homework! :D

Back from sc camp!

2010-06-24T16:52:00.001+08:00

Hihi.

Hazel's back from SC Camp!

Miss me, huh.

Was in Nila Utama w/ Janson, Jeslyn, Boon Keng, Yu Qing, Michelle, Daryl and Jessalynn.

It was awesome. :D

Ugh, I'm too sleepy to blog.

Bye!

Hazel's off to dreamland!

Orchard flooding

2010-06-16T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hohoho.

Singapore's weather is getting more and more absurd.

Take yesterday's torrential rain as an example, it was since 1971 Orchard Road had a flood, and the rain just poured on for hours, flooding Orchard Road.

._.

What about today?

Not a single drop of rain!

Strange, huh.

I mean, it's June.

By right, we're supposed to experience sunny sunny days all month long, but that's not the case right now.

It's raining almost every two days.

O_O

Btw, was anyone at Orchard Rd yesterday?

It must have been a terrifying and horrible experience.

Imagine getting yourself wet and sticky.

But that's not it.

Maybe you were wearing your Levi's jeans or your favourite shoes and they got wet too.

It's depressing, isn't it?

In my opinion, the flooding at the Tong Complex car park was the worst.

The water level was at around the armpit of an average adult.

If I were there, I would have drown. :O

It seems that the flooding was due to untreated sewage stuck in the drains.

So what have the workers been doing?

And everyone living in Singapore, let's stop littering. For goodness' sake.

I mean, if we want to live in a clean and green environment, with litter-free and pests-free, it's time for the government and the residents in Singapore to do something.

We shouldn't take the workers for granted too.

Our reckless and irresponsible wrongdoings have resulted in Mother Earth suffering as well.

When will we wake up?

Ep.11 Angel Beats!

2010-06-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha,

seems like crab's in a udderly good mood after watching the latest episode of Angel Beats!

Wonder when the latest episode is coming..

それは本当に驚嘆に値します！

Seriously, there's nothing much to write nowadays, since i'm at home almost everyday..

Feels like i'm imprisoned. :O

I'm looking forward to the day where i don't feel so, ummm, grounded, even when i'm not.

Doesn't really sound so correct afterall..

But yeah, i mean, i need fresh air!

Please.

Sometimes staying at home gives me a feeling of being suppressed in a tiny bottle, where i can't seem to get out, and worst still, i'm suffocating!

I really hope to get rid of this awful feeling..

Ahhh, well, at least i've completed 5 chinese summaries already!

Yay!

5 down, 5 left. It's halfway to victory!

最善を尽くしてください！

Ooo, it's 10.37pm..

Time flies, huh.

Hmmm, time for crab to turn in and sleep!

Good night,

and sweet dreams!

ハシバミ。

2010-06-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

こんにちは！あなたに会ってうれしいです、見知らぬ人。私はハシバミ色です、そしてあなたは私を同じくカニと呼ぶことができます！私は私が見知らぬ人に話をすることが好きであることを悟りました、しかしおお井戸、ｉがそうするのをやめることができないように思われます。 Bao は、常に私が何か悪いことをする、そして順番に、ｉが Pork に木をひっくり返すようにアドバイスしたとき、私に花をひっくり返すように言います。私はそれが彼女のためにあまりにも重いかもしれないと思います。しかしながら、彼女が飛ぶことができますから、彼女は確かに木を持ち上げることができます！ Haha ！私の親しい友人、 Rachelyn 、は私と同じ誕生日を共有します！それはどれぐらいクールですか！そして、もしあなたがこの一片の日本語のメッセージが何であるか理解することができるなら、あなたは天才です！:D

I really don't know.

2010-06-12T19:16:00.006+08:00

I don't know, how many times had i wanted to claim the credit and bask in the limelight, but i didn't.

I don't know, how many times had i wanted to flaunt my achievements, but i didn't.

I don't know, how many times did i have the intention to shout at you for leaving me behind, but i didn't.

I don't know, how many times i have been at others' beck and call, and i could have said NO, but i didn't.

I don't know, how many times i have been wronged, but i didn't even bother to clear the air.

I don't know, how many times that bastard breathed down my neck, i summited quietly, and suffered in the end.

I must have been stupid, i must have. Hazel, you're an idiot. You are faggot.

Oh ya,

2010-06-08T17:51:00.005+08:00

Fireflies, Owl City - Anime & Manga

#139 :O

2010-06-08T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooo~ Heh heh, :X Crab's allowed to blog! Yippee! :D Anyway, crab started watching Angel Beats! It's addicting.. Actually only allowed to blog, but i went to watch Angel Beats! , and mama's fine with it. :D She only says she can't understand the language.. HAHA. Neither do i. To english subtitles: THANKS A MILLION! :)

Hohoho, played game first thing after lunch..

My money.. Muahahaha! I'm the banker lah! Heh heh.

Mama's money:

Bro's money:

DS ftw! Haha, cousin shyanne's .. She forbade me from taking snapshots, but i still did.. :P The game is Animal Crossings, a really nice game. :D You should try it out, that is, if you have a DS to begin with..

Zoooooom-ed in!

I dunno what they're called.. O_O

YELLOW-PURPLE-BLUE

My collection of DIMSUM! *drum roll*

+++++++++++++

It's not fair and it's really not okay.

LONG TIME NO BLOG ;)

2010-06-06T12:44:00.006+08:00

Yeap, Hazel's back! :D Here's something to share with ya guys.. :P

Shunned.

2010-03-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

Am i just being too sensitive? Or am i spot-on?

I'm such a coward, forgive me lord.

2010-03-28T15:36:00.001+08:00

Alot of stuff have been going through my mind lately.

Now i've come to a crossing: to lie or not to lie?

I really dunno what to do.

I know i should not escape from the truth.

But i don't want to know what awaits me ahead.

Will it be death? Or will it be a bright light of hope in front?

I really don't know. Neither do i want to know.

I've thought it over.

If i lie, i may not be able to get away with it.

It all depends on luck.

If i don't, i will be bringing torture to myself, if i don't reach your expectations.

Please. Just get away from my life.

FUCK you.

HELLO.

2010-03-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

Crab cut hair! :D

2010-03-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

Yes, crab cut hair! :O

heh heh.

I thought it was quite nice eh?

+++

don't tell me who i should be, what i should do. Because i am not a puppet you can manipulate.

BACK FROM BAND CAMP/PUBLIC PERFORMANCE!!!

2010-03-20T12:04:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!
Crab is back from band camp/public performance yesterday night!
Wanted to blog, but was too tired and too hungry to do so.
Like what i always say, "A hungry crab is an angry crab!"
^^ so where should i start?

Wah, thanks to Si Ting for meeting me at 9.30 am at school's main gate, or else i would have been late! I reached the main gate at 9.30am approximately, but Si Ting was late! >:(
But it's okay luh. :D
Pork came. and waited with me for Si Ting. yen pin too. She practically stuffed EVERYTHING into her bag! :O !
Band fall-ed in in the hall. In the early morning. Okay, maybe it wasn't very early.. :P
Then we all had to surrender our handphones to the majors. T.T
Jelene checked bags, including me & pork's.
Oh yeah, i was in Girls' Generation 4 with Qinyi as the leader, Zinnia, Sharon and Shabira!
I was the sole clarinetist there, but lucky, i still have shabira! :D
We were assigned to Hope 3-1's classroom for the sleeping luhs.
After we unpacked our stuff and such, we had captain's ball! Woohoo!
Was in Sangho's group, group 1 i suppose. Played against group 2! o.o
Haha, we don't know who won..
Then we all played poison ball.
I kana hit on shoulder then out.
):
LUNCH.
Band practice, eh?
Drills was not nice.
NO. NO. NO.
DINNER! :D
then we had night practice! until 11pm.. :x (and the GG girls very ke lian..)
oh yah, this was how we slept.. :
windows|xiao xuan|me|shabira|sharon
and i remember, sharon pushed shabira, shabira pushed me, xiao xuan then squeezed me.
ZOMG.
I WAS SQUEEZED?!
hell, there were some freaking whistle noises in the morning. ): should be from GG.
[aiya, too many details to write out. so i shall skip..]
during the performance, pork and jason play wrong notes.
looked at pork and she blushed. heh heh.
walked to bus stop with pork, then bus-ed home.
reached home at 10.40 pm. :O
*yawns*

married to jiamin, huifei my mistress! oh-hohoho. XD

Being EMO isn't all that bad afterall..

2010-03-15T15:50:00.007+08:00

HELLO. :D

haha, i seriously dunno what's up with my random topic..

but i am very sure you'll agree with me after reading this post!!

~~~

1. Being EMO helps you to do housework.

Okay, people. You must be thinking i am absolutely mad now. But i am not! Well, if you ever need to mow the lawn, remember to make the grass EMO! This is a very important factor. It is obviously more important than Obama.. Cos' if you make the grass EMO, they will cut themselves. And that will save you lots of trouble!

Look at it this way...

[Person EMO = cut him/herself.]

[Grass EMO = cut themselves = mowing the lawn without standing under the brigh bright hot hot sun!]

You must thank me for this wonderful finding!

heh heh...

Erm, i know this is plain lame shit, you don't have to tell me, cos' i fully understand. (:

2.Your teacher WILL NOT send you for counselling.

I repeat, your teacher will not send you for counselling when he/she sees you EMO-ING. No, i am not trying to bullshit around here again. Okay, maybe i am, but who cares?! If your teacher calls you EMO and tries to send you to the counsellor, shout at him/her: DON'T CALL ME EMO OR I'LL CRY BIG JUICY TEARS OF BLOOD AND PAIN, THEN I'LL DIE AND IT WILL BE ALL YOUR FAULT! Then give him/her a "FUCK YOU, STOP STARING AT ME" face. This is guaranteed workable! :D

3.EMO kids have cool hair!

4.One day a EMO Mac Donald's will rise.

Then they will have this slogan:

photo courtesy: photobucket

OH YEAH!

True colours, are in fact, beautiful.

2010-03-10T21:32:00.008+08:00

I feel grey today.

Saying sorry when you've done wrong, it works afterall.

But please lah, don't give some freaking attitude when someone says sorry to you.

It is not nice.

I know i sound childish, but this is how i feel.

2010-03-08T18:33:00.005+08:00

can someone ever understand how i feel?! ):

speaking the truth, i really don't like being gossiped at and misunderstood.

not to mention being the butt of some fucking people's jokes.

and also to be cursed and swore at.

well, i recalled, during today's pe lesson, qiuyi joked about the fucking photo on facebook.

then i seriously changed my mood drastically.

for if i keep explaining, i will get more misunderstood.

so the childish me got angry.

i know if i get angry, it proves some fucking fact more.

but i really dunno what to do.

and i got angry on impulse.

well i always do things without thinking twice..

at least, i mean at least, qiuyi didn't talk about the fucking matter further.

so i guess this tactic worked.

i would like to clear people's doubts that, there is absolutely nothing true about the fucking comments.

if they were true, do i even need to explain?

for the fact speaks for itself.

and i am still angry at those people who gossiped.

fuck you guys.

do you think it is enjoyable and fun to talk about others behind others' back?

i really hope you will get the taste of your own medicine.

then, maybe i will laugh back at you.

how about that?

sounds fun enough?

or do you want more?

i can do it real harsh.

believe me.

just tell me, and i will grant your wish.

i just feel like crying.

i really cannot believe this is you.

i thought you were some lovable people.

now i guess i am wrong.

thank you for showing me that.

thank you oh so very much.

to someone else: why? why do you stay angry forever? is this what you really want? to be isolated? to be in the dark from every single thing? i would hope to accept you again. i mean it this time. and you are the one who should take initiative, not us. okay, excluding me in the us.

i won't cry anymore. but i won't have a smile on my face either.

haixx

2010-03-04T00:28:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder, if the person in the mirror was me.

cos' it didn't seem least real at all.

maybe it was and i have failed to recognize the ugly, real me.

am i hard to get along? :x

We go wow and whee!

2010-02-16T20:21:00.004+08:00

I just realised this world has its ups and downs, and full of nasty surprises too!

Yes we can cry our hearts out, but we should face it too.

If you ever try to numb yourself by doing something repeatedly and somehow, unknowingly, you ARE hurting people around you.

When they see you trying to hurt yourself or whatsoever, they feel hurt. Because they love you, because they care for you.

Remember, you are never alone.

And, never ever be selfish again.

Don't just think how YOU feel.

Think about the people who love you, who care for you.

Okay, maybe i'm thinking way too far, but i'll just bear all of this in mind.

I know this will come in handy in time.

...

i feel naggy. like an old granny.

I am seeking revenge for my darlings. >:(

2010-02-12T18:01:00.009+08:00

Here's a sentence for you from me on behalf of them: "Are you sure this is fair and square?" Think it over, bastard.

In my opinion, reprimanding those who did not observe the "Checklist for School Attire & Grooming" on page 11 in the GeMs Matters 2010 school handbook is not wrong, rather it IS correct, for these pupils have somehow violated the school rules, hence the punishments. However, for goodness's sake, please open your bloody eyes bigger and look around the whole school, cos' my friends are not the only ones who violated the checklist! So why are you catching my friends but not the others? They fold skirts, alter pants and sway sway sway their big fat butts in front of you and you did not take any actions? WOW. HOW GREAT IS THAT?

And why the fuck did you ask them to take the bloody thread out of their altered skirts by hands? Now their skirts look bloody weird. Fuck you.

If you say you are hurt when you scold your dar dar students, i guess the students are more hurt. You are selfish. Actually, you don't have to use this method to punish pupils, you can just talk it over and have peace. Maybe you can even forge a friendship between you guys. And, not all the students need physical punishments. You are distressing them emotionally. Good job.

Unfair. Screw you, idiot.

+++++++++++++

For almost the whole day after assembly, i was emo-ing. i didn't want to talk and was hugging my bag the whole day. elmo - l = emo. that is quite true. then mr.chua laughed at me for emo-ing. >:( well, during the fire drill, i realised this world is so bloody materialistic. people makes use of others to get what they want. A bit back-stabbing i guess.

:D

2010-02-11T20:25:00.001+08:00

Nothing makes sense till the time i saw your face.

you look nicer when you smile (:

2010-02-11T18:21:00.004+08:00

Okay.. so maybe one sentence cleared up the whole thing.. the clear blue sky of mine will never have another thunderbolt again, at least for now. (: phew. today had home econs test.. argh. i didn't do 1/3 of a qns.. asswhole. my 1 mark flew away.. [byebye 1 mark... i want you!!] i squeezed all of my brain juice out and i still couldn't think of an answer. After that i realized the answer was as simple as People cook food to kill the germs in it. Freak me lah!

Anyways.. Our class deco damn weird.. only for the bigbig notice board.. the rest damn nice! :D

Today mummy (zhang qing) asked me if jacky called me and chatted with me and blah. I mean it's like, he calls practically everybody! Haha. And yeah, i did chat with him. [Anything wrong?!] She also mah. [sabo-ing.] :P

To Zhijie senior:

Lol! The two-faced bastard i was talking about definitely wasn't you.. So cheer up! And you are a nice senior, really. :D

I HATE WEDNESDAYS & FRIDAYS. [its bitchy&asshole-tic&fucking hypocrite days]

2010-02-07T10:13:00.006+08:00

I read my what my horoscope has to say of me today .. and found this line which appears to be quite true :

... but today you could become the victim of a misunderstanding or miscommunication. ... There is no "undo" button here.

I totally agree with the above extract firstly because i really have been misunderstood, but i didn't bother to explain, thus i am regretting now. However, i don't think i have any reason for my wrongdoing, hence i didn't explain. Because i am wrong if i didn't do what i was supposed to. And i am sorry. The miscommunication part is mainly on the next paragraph.. You should be able to understand i hope.

Secondly, "There is no "undo" button here." is specially for the hypocrite aka the two-faced bastard. I would like to tell him that what's done cannot be undone. You have hurt the three of us, to be exact the four of us very deeply. I will never forget how you were so impatient with me that caused me to cry, how you had mood swings that made us shout swear words at you, and the way you weren't yourself was the worst of the worst. Go to hell, please. STOP hurting us. I thought you were a nice teacher. I guess i am wrong. You are such a hypocrite. You hid your true self so well everyone was blindfolded all this while. You are a asswhole. FUCK YOU.

I HATE YOU.

Its Feb!! :D

2010-02-01T19:13:00.001+08:00

TOday was.. excruciating and terrifying and exhausting.. omg.

That damn ulcer.. ):

2010-01-10T12:29:00.002+08:00

Wahlao. Shitty shit shat shitted. [or whatever it is.] Hello. [Curse you, ulcer!] And yes, i have ulcer.. Obviously it hurts.. [so dun ask stupid qns..] This damn ulcer is freaking me out! I can't eat solid food and i don't want to, cos' i will scream for help! [All because of you lah, stupid ulcer! How dare you laugh at me!] Hence, i'm eating porridge now.. Or am i drinking porridge.. ?? Aiya, anything lah. [Sigh.] It evens hurts when i drink water.. [wanted to say saliva.. but after second thoughts, it may sound disgusting..] So now do you see how serious my ulcer is? Haixx.. back to my porridge..

Byebye(:

It's NineJanuary!

2010-01-09T14:31:00.005+08:00

Man, i totally forgot about my brother's birthday! It was two days ago and i'm pretty sorry.. But he still saved a LARGE portion of his bdae cake for me when i came back from camp.. And i mean it, it's a real LARGE portion of it! Almost half i think. So sweet right? Haha. He's nine now, primary three, studying in the smartest P3 class in the entire school! Andandand he took up Higher Chinese when he was P2! He was first in class for P1, second in class for P2! He's damn smart, i admit. I don't think i can hold a candle to him.. Except for the fact that i got one of the highest aggregate for PSLE in GM. (: I'm quite proud of it actually. :P And he told me he had a dream that he pointed the moon which he's not supposed to for unknown reasons, and something happened to him. The something is.. Ohshit. I forgot.. Aiya, never mind lah. It's fine as long as you get the meaning! You know i know~ I was suddenly reminded of the Noah's Ark.. About how Jesus cleaned the world by flooding it for 14 days.. Then somehow i thought of D-Grayman! Muahaha! I haven't been watching it.. for a very long time.. so long that my Santa's beard was longer than any Santa's .. My Santa uses his beard to mop the floor.. So cute.. Anyway, i totally forgot about making band bookmarks.. So i have to go and make them now. Right now. And bye!

Ciao

BACK FRM CAMP!!

2010-01-08T21:20:00.004+08:00

BREAKTHRU CAMP WAS DAMN AWESOME MAN!

RED HSE ROCKS!!

First of all, i want to thank GM teachers and Mr.Glenn Lim & his team for organising the cool cool sweet sweet BREAKTHRU CAMP for us, my mentors (not mentos, they are different.) who gave me lots of inspiration during these three days and not forgetting my GM friends who made my days! Haha. I remembered being a little regretful for coming to BREAKTHRU CAMP on the first day cos' everyone looks so sian and all. Thanks to my mentors who were so encouraging, we became more and more enthu! And more united too! Maybe that's how we got the most encouraging team! It was fun to get to know more friends, and they are real nice! This camp is really an inspiration to me, as i didn't know being positive by reframing yourself will influence and make them positive too! Apart from that, Mr.Glenn Lim's 3 Rs are carved in my heart, and i will definitely apply them to my life! On the second day of camp, i was quite surprised that Shuyi affirmed me in the public and i was really touched. I was on the verge of crying man! That kind of feeling can't be explained in words, not even in thousand words. It's just like, unexpected, but, nice and cool. The showcase nite was awesome! We, R3 put up a magic show! (: And today, our bus came a little late but we've got to see BREAKTHRU CAMP mentors putting up a nice show, which would be a secret! Haha. I even got to dance with Sokmin!! (: [CAN'T FORGET THE CHEERS!]

Tick Tock:

got lyrics derr:

and to my mentors: ILOVEYOUGUYS! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE THREE DAYS!

HAPPY 2O1O !!

2010-01-01T13:56:00.003+08:00

Happy new year guys!! Have a super duper happy new year ahead!! Enjoy 2o1o yeah? Forget all those unhappy memories and recall only the joyful ones okay? Actually i didn't really want to write a post but since my xinyi babe tells me to i'm writing it now! 8D Anyway, i've changed my specs! My mum say not nice.. T.T My dad say nice.. Hehheh.. I like can liao lah! I've changed my blogskin!! Nice bah!! And thanks people, for wishing me a happy birthday!! Especially on FB!! Haha. It's so nice to receive birthday greetings from my FB fwens, even though i don't know them..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELYN!! ENJOY YOUR TAIWAN TRIP!! MUST BUY PRESENT FOR ME HOR!! I MADE SOMETHING FOR YOU (BDAE PRESENT) !!

AND MERRY 'XMAS PEOPLE !! [I'VE FINALLY REMEMBERED TO WISH EVERYONE A MERRY 'XMAS]

Ohman. My plurk karma dropped.. *crying* :P I siao ler.

Byebye!

Ciao

2 more days til 2o1o !!

2009-12-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

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Halo

2009-12-22T10:54:00.001+08:00

I`m surrounded by your embrace.

the walls i built, they`re tumbling down.

tmr`s my badeeeeeeeeeeee!

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2009-12-20T14:44:00.001+08:00

Sian. Nothing to do. Ohman. I'm playing Facebook's Petville..

3 MORE DAYS!!

Wah.

2009-12-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

He locked himself in the bathroom today. The whole afternoon. What the. So arrogant. Think you very big meh, everyone tells you to come out of the idiotic bathroom and you just won't. Please man, come to your senses will you? And this morning, i was disturbed by your fxcking talking-to-the-laptop-comments. And yes, i was the one bang the bedroom door. Ha. You were still freaking me out. Talking and talking and talking to yourself. Ohmygosh. How can i live with this kind of freakass. I must be mad. I have mad cow disease. Oh man. And why did you shout fxcking asshole in the bathroom? You siao arh? And do you know that if you said that to other people, they would have bashed you up. Please. Use your brains and think. Buttocks also can. You've got a screw loose boy. You need my screw driver?

Leave me to be.

2009-12-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

Just leave me alone.

I'm vexed and tired.

..

2009-12-13T03:28:00.001+08:00

I hurt myself inside out.

Stop inflicting damage.

Body language.

2009-12-12T01:11:00.004+08:00

This one with lyrics:

Already gone.

Things just happen too fast for me to handle them properly. I just wanna move on, like the others, but why am i stuck here? Right here? I can't seem to move on. I need someone to help me. Or maybe i should let nature take its course.. But.. I.. I just can't stand it anymore!! I see everyone being so concern for you and what about you? You don't even bother to RESPECT them!! What do you treat them as? Shit? Air? Nothing? You mean they don't even mean the slightest 1ooth place in your heart? If not, can you show that you appreciate their concerns? Can you? Is it very difficult? If someone with physical disability can hug his/her dearest by showing his/her appreciation, so can you!! Wait. Why am being so concerned about him? Ohmygod. I must be mad. Or maybe i haven't been taking my medicine.. Ohman. Whatever. I'm washing my hands off everything from now on. And to limying if you see this post: When can i pass you the money? I have to pass you the money, or else i feel.. weird. Okay? Reply ASAP. Andandand who is this unknown? To unknown: Please stop saying you love me or i love you this sort of stuff okay? I feel uneasy.. But it's still cool and all. :D (Don't sad hor!! :D)Hmmm. How about this: You tell me who you are, give me your msn or whatsoever, then maybe i'll consider to not block you in cbox. Deal?

Ciao(: Feeling so much better already.

BAND BBQ TMR... CAN DON'T GO?

2009-12-09T10:54:00.002+08:00

MTV version:

WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA! :

SINGLISH...

Enjoy(:

Ciao~

Ta-Da!

2009-12-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

The MOSQUITO soooooooooong~

The H1N1 aka Influenza A sooooooong~

RAWR!

2009-12-04T00:54:00.003+08:00

Oh man, my plan didn't work. .____. I woke up at 4.30am (031109) as planned and overheard my brother talking over the phone. Then i realised the comp was switched on and there wasn't any chance for me to activate my plan. *sad*

Now i have to go to sleep.

.______________* -> ORBAKA! ME! :DDD

Engulfed in my world of darkness. I can't get out.

2009-12-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

I hope my plan will work...

I go watch d-grayman ler, byebye.

*anime freak*

New month, new blogskinned.

2009-12-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i just hope that everything would go back to the way they were. I HATE it now. Why? What the hell happened to you? Why did you became like this? So disobedient, so weird. You weren't like this in the past, were you? Where did the happy, lovely you went? You are just simply stuck with this damn laptop. Why do you get up as early as five to play your stupid game? Are you afraid of something? I know you ain't addicted to the game. You are afraid that you won't get to use this darn laptop if we use it before you do. The fact is, we won't do this sort of stuff to you. You WILL get to use the laptop. It will not run away. However, in your world, you think it will. That's why you wake up so early to "terrorize" the laptop. Yes. You may have gotten everything you want, maybe just for now, but have you even remember that mum and dad and our grandpa who dotes on you the most are all heartbroken? They see you sitting in front of the laptop and not saying a single word. They see you playing the laptop for at least fifteen hours a day. Mum said she was disappointed. Dad said he was very sad. Grandpa didn't say anything, even though i know how he felt. Grandpa told us to talk to him more often, maybe to take his mind off the laptop for a while i guess. And to let him interact with us more often. Somehow, i just feel sad and depressed. We may not be very close together, but we grew up together and he's my own brother. I saw him changed. He changed drastically. So much that i couldn't recognize him. I even felt so strange when with him. He's like a stranger. I just feel like crying. My brother. And yet i can't do anything. I saw him fall to his knees. We haven't talk for at least a month already. Maybe i should disappear from this world. Maybe i was the cause of everything, without myself realizing. Maybe i could have done something, but i missed the chance. How stupid i must have been. No. I am stupid aren't i? And i plan to tell limying that i want to quit the blogshop. I am just very tired. There's no strength in me. I can't carry on. I'm sorry. Managing a blogshop is very tiring to me. It's not the right time and age to start a blogshop.

Gtg. Sleep tight and thanks qiuyi! I'll try not to emo!

PERNICIOUS

TMR'S BAND PERFORMANCE!!!

2009-11-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Feeling so weirded out now. XP

Forgotten as the past, cos' history will last.

2009-11-17T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hi yeahs? Ohmygod again. I had a dream. And it's the fifth. It's kinda funny and scary to me. Brr. A cold chill ran down my spine. Eww. Is this the super-duper-uber serious after effect of 13th Friday? Omgeeeeeeeee. When will it disappear? Wawawawa. T.T

Currently eating fried rice and drinking my grandma's herbal tea. YumYum. *Licks mouth* :P

Anw, grats to seniors who has gotten their desired subject combination results. Jiayous! :D

Ytd...

Oh ya, i drank a whole pot of Campbell soup! Wahaha~ It's cream of mushroom! So nice! I bought cans of it when i went to NTUC with my mama. Den decided to drink one whole can since the others say it's disgusting. T.T (It's damn fxcking nice guys! )

The cream of mushroom looked disgusting and blobbly when my mama opened the can. Cos' i just can't seem to open it! >:( After adding water and bringing it to a boil, it's utterly ... NICE! I recommend it to you! It's finger lickin' good! :D

I'm going to do my HCL homework ler! Byebye! (:

To myself: Remember to go to Mac @ 8.45am next morning to help xinyi with her big big heavy heavy trombone! :]

Blank .

2009-11-16T13:51:00.005+08:00

161109 Today :

Ohmygod lah. The fourth dream in a row. RAWR! What's wrong with me? Why do i keep dreaming? Whatsmore, those dreams were useless to me. It doesn't give me motivation or whatever shit. GRR. Made me wake up feeling so... WEIRDED OUT! Whatever! Hmmm. I just realised i haven't been posting for so many days. Aiya, i was kinda busy with quite a lot of stuff.

Changed blogskin!

Andandand i wanna watch 2012! It's just so damn cool! But people, don't be so naive to believe that the world will actually end in 2012. It's so damn impossible! And i certainly don't want to die so young! I'm wondering if i should go out with friends. But i wanna save money for 23 dec. My special day! Hehe.

AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS PULL A LONG FACE AND GIVE ME ATTITUDE! THIS FUCKING TOOT PERSON IS SITTING BEHIND ME! WE HAVEN'T TALK TO EACH OTHER FOR AT LEAST ONE MONTH. I SWEAR I'M TELLING THE TRUTH!

To my dearest shyanne:

I'm sorry i couldn't visit you today. I'm very sorry about this. I miss you alot! Please get well soon! I'm looking forward to you coming to my house! Love ya truckloads! Muacks! I'll hoot you if you don't get well soon! :P

I wanna get a job too! I need money! I want too be independent and not ask money from my parents! I think it's utterly disgraceful for me. In other countries, children as young as 8 are already working and earning money for their family. Me? Sighs.

I really don't know what's wrong with me.

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151109 Sunday:

Can anyone play the same computer game for 10 hours without stopping? I don't think so. Does this person exist? Ohmygod. I really can't believe. Well, in fact, such a person exist. And so-not-unexpectedly, he is my p5 bro. Oh jesus. How can you let such a person continue to be like this? This is totally wrong! I'm sorry dear lord, if you think i'm insulting you, but i'm really am not. I just hope that you can change him. Please man. Yes, maybe i should have been the one who SHOULD do something, but i'm sorry. I'm in no position to do anything. I apologize for everything. Maybe i could have just took a stand and not sit on the fence all the time. But... So what if i cared? Would anyone know? Would anyone offer to help? Would anyone stand by me? My parents don't even care, so why should i? I've revised these a lot of time already and i'm very sick and tired. I want to wash my hands of everything.

I'm so stupid.

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141109 Saturday:

Had band today. I was nearly late. :( Fell down in the morning -> effect of yesterday's 13th + friday. =.=

The clarinet section + bass clarinet section had sectionals straight after the band fall out. GRR. It was quite fun dee siao-ing Mr See. Hehe. Sore eyes and junior didn't come today. T.T Sat beside ah pork and tuna today. Hmmm. Quite fun.

Everyone had a nickname...

Wunkhuan -> [Forgot what's it's called.] But after translated to english, it's CHICKEN(?!)

Robia -> RIBENA

Esther -> EASTER EGG

Si Ting -> STINGRAY

Yuke Ling -> AHPORK

Me -> OHH CHEYY aka ORBAKA

Christina -> TUNA

+ PPL WHO DIDN'T COME...

Rachelyn -> SORE EYES

Wanwen -> AHBAO . But to me: JUNIOR

Jason -> Heard from the others that he's JIAOZHE(as in bicycle)BAO(and then a BAO was added for fun?) or was it ZEISHENBAO ???

Zhijie -> AHPEI

HEHE. (:

And then Mr Samuel said that the sec ones have to bring back their instruments ?! WtF?! Haix. Luckily my clarinet was quite light. ;D Jiamin called her maid while Shabira called her sister. HAHA. Oops. Sorry. Didn't mean to laugh at you guys.

Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

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131109 Friday:

13TH + FRIDAY ?! OHmyGOD.

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121109 Thursday:

Everything was my fault.

So damn lolx . . .

2009-11-11T18:45:00.002+08:00

"You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal , You're so skinny you should really super size the deal . Secretly you're so amused that nobody understands you . "

- You're so gay by Katy Perry (:

Half-Chicken ♥

SHINee Girlfriend Trivia ♥

When you say you’re exhausted,

♥ Onew - Asks you if you’re okay and pats your back♥ Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you’re exhausted♥ Kibum - Asks what happened♥ Minho - Holds you♥ Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tight

Cr: SHINee's Shawols

Heenim ah~ Kekeke.

I'm Missing You, Missing You

For Priscilla ^^,

Love Love Love

Pretty pretty! ^^

Sucker.

Yuri! ^^

I HATE MYSELF.

Kpop Fangirl Definition

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINARI !

HEHEHE.

Horror Movie.

Half-Chicken, have confidence and you'll make it! Fighting! ^^

To me, you are perfect too!

FOREVER FT ISLAND ♥

BANANA SPLIT .

SNSD'S 3D Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) released!

Lee Hong Ki nearly didn't become a part of FT Island!

NO MORE COMP.

러브레터 / Love Letter

♥

CROSS & CHANGE

HAHAHA

相反的我。

heehee.

Is it really okay?

Melancholic.

SMILE! (:

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

T.T (Hongki)

Updates.

IF,

TEMPORARILY UPSET

Flu. ): Again.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

O.O

JIGGLYPUFF

SALT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILIANG & MR SOH!

DECODE - PARAMORE

ONE WAY! JESUS!

Run Devil Run SNSD

#492 Shaymin [Land forme]

FT Island - I Hope

Fall For You

HONGKI :D

BELLA SWAN

Let's praise the lord for every little thing. (:

It was expected, isn't it?

FEVER):

$0.15 (:

Airplanes! ZOOM!

Breaking Dawn(:

Happy Birthday, Aunt!

A Mad Brazil+Japan fan here:

Snip, snip, SNAP!

Back from sc camp!

Orchard flooding

Ep.11 Angel Beats!

ハシバミ。

I really don't know.

Oh ya,

#139 :O

LONG TIME NO BLOG ;)

Shunned.

I'm such a coward, forgive me lord.

HELLO.

Crab cut hair! :D

BACK FROM BAND CAMP/PUBLIC PERFORMANCE!!!

Being EMO isn't all that bad afterall..

True colours, are in fact, beautiful.

I know i sound childish, but this is how i feel.

haixx

We go wow and whee!

I am seeking revenge for my darlings. >:(

♥ Onew - Asks you if you’re okay and pats your back
♥ Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you’re exhausted
♥ Kibum - Asks what happened
♥ Minho - Holds you
♥ Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tight