I didn't miss you. I missed the person I thought you were.

I'm as though in the sea, swimming, searching, shouting frantically for you, but you are just nowhere to be seen.
The further I swim, the more strength I lose.
The harsh waves will continue slapping on my face, and eventually, I will drown, before finding you.

The moment I close my eyes I only think of you.
The unnatural you.
I don't like it.
I want to stop.
However much I try to convince myself,
It's all a hopeless effort because my mind won't listen.

I will hold on to you, and I won't let go.
Don't you dare let go of your true self.
You are original;
You are irreplaceable.
Question yourself if you are true to yourself.
If you are not, learn and start to be true again.

My heart will always leave a room for you, always. (:

The heart you trampled on is still beating towards you. Believe me.

I didn't miss you. I missed the person I thought you were.

I'm as though in the sea, swimming, searching, shouting frantically for you, but you are just nowhere to be seen.
The further I swim, the more strength I lose.
The harsh waves will continue slapping on my face, and eventually, I will drown, before finding you.

The moment I close my eyes I only think of you.
The unnatural you.
I don't like it.
I want to stop.
However much I try to convince myself,
It's all a hopeless effort because my mind won't listen.

I will hold on to you, and I won't let go.
Don't you dare let go of your true self.
You are original;
You are irreplaceable.
Question yourself if you are true to yourself.
If you are not, learn and start to be true again.

My heart will always leave a room for you, always. (:

The heart you trampled on is still beating towards you. Believe me.