I don't know, how many times had i wanted to flaunt my achievements, but i didn't.
I don't know, how many times did i have the intention to shout at you for leaving me behind, but i didn't.
I don't know, how many times i have been at others' beck and call, and i could have said NO, but i didn't.
I don't know, how many times i have been wronged, but i didn't even bother to clear the air.
I don't know, how many times that bastard breathed down my neck, i summited quietly, and suffered in the end.
I must have been stupid, i must have. Hazel, you're an idiot. You are faggot.