Ohmygod lah. The fourth dream in a row. RAWR! What's wrong with me? Why do i keep dreaming? Whatsmore, those dreams were useless to me. It doesn't give me motivation or whatever shit. GRR. Made me wake up feeling so... WEIRDED OUT! Whatever! Hmmm. I just realised i haven't been posting for so many days. Aiya, i was kinda busy with quite a lot of stuff.
Changed blogskin!
Andandand i wanna watch 2012! It's just so damn cool! But people, don't be so naive to believe that the world will actually end in 2012. It's so damn impossible! And i certainly don't want to die so young! I'm wondering if i should go out with friends. But i wanna save money for 23 dec. My special day! Hehe.
AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS PULL A LONG FACE AND GIVE ME ATTITUDE! THIS FUCKING TOOT PERSON IS SITTING BEHIND ME! WE HAVEN'T TALK TO EACH OTHER FOR AT LEAST ONE MONTH. I SWEAR I'M TELLING THE TRUTH!
To my dearest shyanne:
I'm sorry i couldn't visit you today. I'm very sorry about this. I miss you alot! Please get well soon! I'm looking forward to you coming to my house! Love ya truckloads! Muacks! I'll hoot you if you don't get well soon! :P
I wanna get a job too! I need money! I want too be independent and not ask money from my parents! I think it's utterly disgraceful for me. In other countries, children as young as 8 are already working and earning money for their family. Me? Sighs.
I really don't know what's wrong with me.
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151109 Sunday:
Can anyone play the same computer game for 10 hours without stopping? I don't think so. Does this person exist? Ohmygod. I really can't believe. Well, in fact, such a person exist. And so-not-unexpectedly, he is my p5 bro. Oh jesus. How can you let such a person continue to be like this? This is totally wrong! I'm sorry dear lord, if you think i'm insulting you, but i'm really am not. I just hope that you can change him. Please man. Yes, maybe i should have been the one who SHOULD do something, but i'm sorry. I'm in no position to do anything. I apologize for everything. Maybe i could have just took a stand and not sit on the fence all the time. But... So what if i cared? Would anyone know? Would anyone offer to help? Would anyone stand by me? My parents don't even care, so why should i? I've revised these a lot of time already and i'm very sick and tired. I want to wash my hands of everything.
I'm so stupid.
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141109 Saturday:
Had band today. I was nearly late. :( Fell down in the morning -> effect of yesterday's 13th + friday. =.=
The clarinet section + bass clarinet section had sectionals straight after the band fall out. GRR. It was quite fun dee siao-ing Mr See. Hehe. Sore eyes and junior didn't come today. T.T Sat beside ah pork and tuna today. Hmmm. Quite fun.
Everyone had a nickname...
Wunkhuan -> [Forgot what's it's called.] But after translated to english, it's CHICKEN(?!)
Robia -> RIBENA
Esther -> EASTER EGG
Si Ting -> STINGRAY
Yuke Ling -> AHPORK
Me -> OHH CHEYY aka ORBAKA
Christina -> TUNA
+ PPL WHO DIDN'T COME...
Rachelyn -> SORE EYES
Wanwen -> AHBAO . But to me: JUNIOR
Jason -> Heard from the others that he's JIAOZHE(as in bicycle)BAO(and then a BAO was added for fun?) or was it ZEISHENBAO ???
Zhijie -> AHPEI
HEHE. (:
And then Mr Samuel said that the sec ones have to bring back their instruments ?! WtF?! Haix. Luckily my clarinet was quite light. ;D Jiamin called her maid while Shabira called her sister. HAHA. Oops. Sorry. Didn't mean to laugh at you guys.
Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
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131109 Friday:
13TH + FRIDAY ?! OHmyGOD.
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121109 Thursday:
Everything was my fault.