HAPPY HALLOWEEN PPL! Had band today. Kinda happy cos I'M IN SENIOR BAND! WOOHOO!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Yesterday was the last day of school! WOOHOO! I didn't feel as happy as the others though cos i'm gonna miss the whole lot of my friends. Took quite alot of pictures with my crazy friends! Hey, I seriously am gonna miss them quite alot!

Went to the Science Center today. We boarded the bus quite late and reached there at around 9.55 am. Mr.Ng told us to be back for assemble at 10.55 am. =.= WTF. Only 1 hour for playing. Haix. I didn't went in the science center to explore but went to eat MAC! For 1 whole hour! Haha. Saw MDM.CHUA with ALOT of MCD MONOPOLY STICKIES!!! Sia~ Wah seh. To think she treated her whole class to mac! WOW!

I am very tired.

Seriously. I am not joking around or whatever.

I have had enough of this already.

What to do?

No.

What can i do?

Even if i'm SUPERMAN, i can't possibly stop all of this from happening.

I HATE IT.

But why am i always the one to suffer?

Why?

Why?

WHY?

What has it got to do with me?

It's not my problem definitely.

Why do you treat me so nicely this moment, then the next moment i'm transparent to you?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

We may have different mindsets, but don't you have common sense?

Don't you know what's the most important right now?

Are you dumb?

And why,

I became the root of this fucking problem?

I SAID IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM ALREADY!

What do you want me to do?

Tell me!

Come up with a fucking TO-DO list lah!

If you don't know, can you just shut up and not drag me into this fucking situation?

Is this how life is supposed to be?

So fucking unfair? So fucking unreal? So fucking cruel?

If so, I'd rather jump off the building now.

I mean it.

TSK. TSK. TSK.

Tan Hui Qin, you are so damn ignorant.

I've learnt.

I've learnt so much.

I've learnt not to be so stupid and let people horse me around.

I've learnt not to say YES to everything.

I've learnt not to play with fire.

Cos' i got hurt so bad, very badly.

My ass hurts.

My heart hurts.

My head hurts.

And why oh why, you are the cause of everything?

I really regret to not be smarter.

I thought I could control my destiny.

I thought I could decide my fate.

I thought my life was really mine.

Guess what?

I was wrong.

This fucking mistake hurt me deeper than I thhought it would.

I regret,

For not obeying Heaven's will.

If I did, I wouldn't be in this PATHETIC state.

I want to sleep,

So tightly that I wouldn't see tomorrow,

So all of these will stop haunting me.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PPL! Had band today. Kinda happy cos I'M IN SENIOR BAND! WOOHOO!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Yesterday was the last day of school! WOOHOO! I didn't feel as happy as the others though cos i'm gonna miss the whole lot of my friends. Took quite alot of pictures with my crazy friends! Hey, I seriously am gonna miss them quite alot!

Went to the Science Center today. We boarded the bus quite late and reached there at around 9.55 am. Mr.Ng told us to be back for assemble at 10.55 am. =.= WTF. Only 1 hour for playing. Haix. I didn't went in the science center to explore but went to eat MAC! For 1 whole hour! Haha. Saw MDM.CHUA with ALOT of MCD MONOPOLY STICKIES!!! Sia~ Wah seh. To think she treated her whole class to mac! WOW!

I am very tired.

Seriously. I am not joking around or whatever.

I have had enough of this already.

What to do?

No.

What can i do?

Even if i'm SUPERMAN, i can't possibly stop all of this from happening.

I HATE IT.

But why am i always the one to suffer?

Why?

Why?

WHY?

What has it got to do with me?

It's not my problem definitely.

Why do you treat me so nicely this moment, then the next moment i'm transparent to you?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

We may have different mindsets, but don't you have common sense?

Don't you know what's the most important right now?

Are you dumb?

And why,

I became the root of this fucking problem?

I SAID IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM ALREADY!

What do you want me to do?

Tell me!

Come up with a fucking TO-DO list lah!

If you don't know, can you just shut up and not drag me into this fucking situation?

Is this how life is supposed to be?

So fucking unfair? So fucking unreal? So fucking cruel?

If so, I'd rather jump off the building now.

I mean it.

TSK. TSK. TSK.

Tan Hui Qin, you are so damn ignorant.

I've learnt.

I've learnt so much.

I've learnt not to be so stupid and let people horse me around.

I've learnt not to say YES to everything.

I've learnt not to play with fire.

Cos' i got hurt so bad, very badly.

My ass hurts.

My heart hurts.

My head hurts.

And why oh why, you are the cause of everything?

I really regret to not be smarter.

I thought I could control my destiny.

I thought I could decide my fate.

I thought my life was really mine.

Guess what?

I was wrong.

This fucking mistake hurt me deeper than I thhought it would.

I regret,

For not obeying Heaven's will.

If I did, I wouldn't be in this PATHETIC state.

I want to sleep,

So tightly that I wouldn't see tomorrow,

So all of these will stop haunting me.