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2009/09/26 00:06
I have to forget all of that...
I'm writing in the middle of the night...You all must have find me very weird. Well, I was playing facebook. Then i decided to blog...

她说:
她已把他忘了.
忘得一干二净.
她接着觉得轻松了很多.
她现在真的很快乐.
笑得合不拢嘴.
但,心里好象在掩饰什么...

I feel stuck...
They keep pushing him to me...
WHY???
Even Lee Gin do that too...
I better not lose my cool and scream at them...
TAN HUIQIN, just cool down and treat it as some kind of shit.
Everything will be alright... I think.
Nehh mind.
Just SMILE , HUIQIN !!!
(((:
erm, looked so damn faked.
i wasn't even trying to smile when i wrote that.
i feel that i'm hiding behind a happy mask...
i'm just not...ME anymore.
the real me.
where did you go?
i feel...FAKE
maybe i'm just really too stressed out...
i will consider going for some therapy...
den there's two more ppl...
make me kinda stress too...
haix.
i better get good grades and don't disappoint my family...
yea,
maybe i shld do that.
i just hope that i can forget all of this when i wake up...
or maybe i shldn't wake up...
so i dun have to face the hurtful reality...
it really HURTS...

song of the day: contagious complete - can i do the same thing?